susah tul org tk memahami ni..!

sometimes kita harapkn things will be different..
different people..different situation..different time..
smua bnda different..
and sometimes we wish for a different love..
cinta..
hadir dari hati yg suci..
niat aku hanya untuk menjaga seseorang, menggembirakan dia..
tapi, sering kali niatku itu terbantut..
bak kata orang tkde jodoh..
but then again..
aku always tanya pada diri aku..
apa yang sebenarnya aku nak..
do i really want someone that loves me so much, that without me, he would die.?
or
i want someone that loves me so much, that for my happiness he willing to let me go..
or i just want someone who understand me,
willing to share everything with me,
in the same time, willing to hear what i say,
would not treat me like a trophy,
instead, treat me as a human being, that has feeling and needs..
feeling,
to not be broken..
feelings,
to feel love..
feeling,
to be understand of..
needs,
to be care for..
needs,
to be fill for..
sometimes its hard for me to feel understand towards others,
maybe because aku tau, tkde sespe pn yang memahami aku..
YA ALLAH,
puas sudah aku menangis..
aku mnta petunjuk-MU..
agar kebahgiaan mula menjelma..