the price of a friendship..

semua org perlukan kawan..but what kind of frens do we need..??
sepanjang hidup aku..aku leh kira dengan jari berapa ramai kawan rapat aku de..not that im such an arrogant person or that i think i could live on my own..tapi..the truth is im scared of get hurt..dulu masa sekolah rendah..aku de few best frens..we're close..so close that most of the time we're together..tapi bile masuk sekolah menengah..semua pndah jauh2..lost cntact and everything..the feeling da berubah..dulu masing2 anggap each other BFF smpai bebile..but end up, one time..berpisah jugak..b4 I'm soo inmatured to think that BFF should stay together until the end of time..tapi ternyata aku salah..makin kita membesar, ramai org kita akn jumpa..dn pelbagai pengalaman akn kita timba..dari setiap pengalaman, cara pemikiran kita akn berubah..right.??i finally understand that..aku da mula faham bahawa tiada apa yang kekal di dunia ni..maybe that is why im too scared to get too close with somebody..aku takut satu ari nanti aku akn ilang diorang..although orang akn cakap aku ni very damn childish or what so ever..tapi aku tk kisah..sbb diorang tk pnah rasa how is it like to live alone in this..when u need someone to talk to..u suddenly realise that u have no one..hurt kan..?so..might as well aku gerak sorang..so i'll know that no matter what happen, i will always have me..aku taknak lagi rasa kehilangan..cuz it is one of the most painful thing to me..